So,  it's been almost a week since the majority of my flock was killed by a neighbors dog. Talk about a rollercoaster ride it has been. I still struggle going to the back because I miss a few of my girls, especially Perry. It takes a lot of time and love to be able to have the friendship that chicken and I had. She would climb right up me and sit on my shoulder while I did random tasks. She wanted everyone to pet her and she would peck your leg until you did. She will be missed for sure. 

My friends and family really showed up for me and the farm. Through their love and donations we have been able to get some production red chickens. They are known for their incredible laying and I have been impressed. This week we may be able to get back into our egg sales. 

When all of this happened I looked up and asked God why this happened? I couldn't understand. Then one morning it hit me like a ton of bricks. It wasn't God who did this. This was the work of the devil trying to lead me off the path I was called to. See, I left corporate America and a well paying job when I started having some health issues. I could have gone back but I felt called to start a farm. My family openly will tell you they either thought I was crazy or this was just a phase. To me, it was a calling. I felt so pulled to this lifestyle and I couldn't even tell you why or what the pull was. So, I gave in to the shift and dove in head first. I stayed up late nights studying and doing research into chickens and preserving methods. I remembered things my Pop taught me about farm life and called him for advice. I still feel deeply pulled to this lifestyle. I love helping people and providing for my family. I love watching my plants and animals grow. There is nothing more fulfilling in this life than watching things you love flourish. Will I ever be rich monetarily? No. Will I be rich emotionally and spiritually? Yes. 

So here is to rebuilding. Here is to following my heart and the calling my God has given me. I may not change the world by farming, but it sure has changed me.

Thank you to my wonderful friends and family for all their support and love. And of course to my kiddos who hold me accountable to updating this blog. I swear I'll get better about it.